day 037

day 025

I blogged the lyrics to James Blunt's "Goodbye My Lover" a few days ago. Like I wrote in my last entry, I've been listening a lot to that song and "Tears and Rain". Here are the lyrics to the latter song.

I wish I could surrender my soul
Shed the clothes that become my skin
See the liar that burns within my needing
I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold
I wish I had screamed out loud
Instead I've found no meaning

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain

I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind
Hold memory close at hand
Help me understand the years
I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell
I wish I would save my soul
I'm so cold from fear

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble

Far, far away; find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain

Tears and rain

Tears and rain

Far, far away; find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain

I don't know why, I fucking love this song!

day 022

I wrote about James Blunt's "Goodbye My Lover" before and I still really, really like the song today. In fact, that song and Blunt's "Tears and Rain" are the two songs that have been on repeat the past couple of days. Call me gay all you want, them be some good songs. Listen, listen...

Goodbye My Lover

Tears and Rain

day 020

Just saw "Cloverfield" tonight. What a fucking intense movie. Had a few concerns going in about it (shaky camerawork, dumb monster, why-the-fuck-is-the-camera-person-still-filming disbelief) but those concerns were pretty moot. It was a fun movie and I would recommend seeing it in a theater.

day 017

Oh my goodness. So fucking tired. It's ridiculous. I came into the office this morning and blew my nose... and it erupted into a full-blown nosebleed. I haven't had a bloody nose in such a long time. Later, I decided to take a break, rest my eyes. I leaned back in my chair, closed my eyes... and woke up an hour later. 'Fuck,' I thought, 'I got way too much stuff to do' ... and then promptly went to sleep again. Throughout my two and a half hours of napping, I heard people knock on my door. It'd wake me up and I'd tell myself that I need to open the door but the door seemed so far away and my chair so comfortable.

It's ridiculous, that's what it is. Argh.